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/s/ is a board where users can freely talk about themselves/their lives/anything they find interesting. It's sort of like /b/, but more focused on individuals.

Shitposting is discouraged as all other boards already allow it.

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i havent lived in one place for more than 3 years my entire life. i am perpetually an outsider. i just want stability. i want to share cigarettes and fresh bread. i want to dance and laugh, i want to feel wanted by others.

it's all so depressing.
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sheeesh yea moving ca be hard as a kid
i moved so much as a kid just like op. i was taken from my ma at a really young age and lived with my grandma then eventually put in foster care. so much moving, and lack of stablity in my youth. im sure its why im so fucked up as an adult. but im trying to heal, i guess thats all we can do. its hard though, the pain doesnt go away….


That must be tough. I had a stable upbringing, but moving away from the only place I'd ever truly known just ended up making me bitter. I completely understand why my parents made the choice they did, but I still find it frustrating even though I think it turned it for the best.


Any one that is in walking distance


yeah but which religion does one pick


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Wow someone I can relate to, have you met your mother since?
My childhood has been similar, I moved four times during elementary school when my mother also was taken from me, every time we moved I had to get to know new kids my age and some nasty adults, I believe among other things moving around this much is something that hindered my development the most.

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every happy moment is temporary. i don't feel like i am myself anymore.


Have you tried going outside? It unironically helps a lot in getting your mind to function properly again. And I don't mean to become an extrovert all of the sudden. Just go for a nice walk, even if you are in a city. Have time, go see what you find interesting. Trust me, it can do wonders.

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i don't know what i'm doing anymore. I feel like my life has stagnated. I realized i haven't made most of my life decisions based on what i want but rather on the expectations of others. i cant push back the feeling of unbelonging anymore. the urge to disappear and start a life somewhere else where noone knows me is unstoppable. the mountains call to me; it takes all the strength i have to not listen and leave everything behind. I dont know why i stay either


be strong, its all you can do, look forward to what you want and work towards it. Forgive yourself for past mistakes and do your best going forward.

go and sin no more


Solid advice. I have started doing stuff that is actually for me and not anyone else. I changed career paths to something I've always wanted to do and I finally told a girl how I actually feel about her. I can't say either are going as planned, but to expect everything to go as expected is a fool's errand.
>Forgive yourself for past mistakes and do your best going forward.
I am very bad about this. I am to harsh on myself. I don't know how not to be.


Just know that everything you did will cancel out if you do the exact opposite


Living for others and not for yourself is a mistake.

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I've come to realize that I'm a really lonely person. Not that I have a lack of friends, but more that I can't really open up to others. I guess I'm pretty good at coping with it, if I'm only realizing it now. Still, it really sucks to not have someone to talk to. I've never found someone I felt I could depend on or lower my guard to.
>inb4 a friend of mine gives me shit over this
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I like Satou Lilly


Maybe so, maybe so. I think that's a good way to look at it. All I know is, I know how to cope with it.
I can see where you're coming from. I wouldn't quite say somber though. In my case anyway. It's not that severe. I'd describe it as more of a melancholy. It's a pretty mild feeling, but it's there no doubt. It's very similar to feeling nostalgic. That's what I thought the feeling was at first. Then again, I've never been great at this sort of thing. Reflecting on my feelings is pretty new.
Me too. She's a nice girl.


This thread makes me wonder how often someone checks this board without posting anything. It's been months before a post was made before this thread. I think it's a pretty interesting thing.


I don't know about this board specifically, but this site in general is 99% lurkers judging by what I can see on my end.

I was considering a proposal to get rid of this board, but if people like it I'll not bother


>this site in general is 99% lurkers
Whew. I guess that's not too much of a surprise though. There's not always something to talk about.
>I was considering a proposal to get rid of this board.
I don't see why not. This board rarely gets used. The odd thread that would be made here wouldn't be too out of place on /b/. Someone could even make a thread with the same general idea as this board if need be. It might even be beneficial to downsize like that.
Not that I know anything about managing an imageboard site, of course.

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I fucking love pic rel, hasn't failed to make me both depressed and excited at the same time.


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I find /bant/'s old obsession with Cirno interesting honestly. How can a small part of the internet become so obsessed with a video game character that managed to get associated with some arbitrary numbers? It seems so frivolous, but it was somehow fun despite that. I wonder if arbitrary stuff like this happens in other small corners of the internet?
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cirno? more like grosso


ok that was just rude


cirno more like slutno


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Anyone who graduated, how did you deal with uni/college coming to an end? I'm almost done and feel like I've only just started to adjust to post-secondary life and don't feel ready at all to let this place go.

Raccoon unrelated.


I'd like to hear an answer to this as well.


Fuck this fucking shit everything fucked
finals: fucked
band: fucked
projects: fucked
presentations: fucked
job market:fucked
enjoying my time as a senior in college before i join the work force:fucked
seeing my gf more than once every 2 months:fucked
not being fat:fucked
cyberpunk 2077:fucked
this beautiful country:fucked
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I know that feel friend. Just a few weeks before lockdown, I had finally gotten over a Magnesium deficiency issue which lead to heart palpitations so bad that I was mostly bedridden for the last half of 2019.

Sorry especially about your gf and losing out on getting to enjoy the last year of college life. It all just ends up feeling gone before you know it. I just keep praying that vaccine works and come out soon, I don't care whether it's made by the Illuminati JooLizardMasons or not, I just want a reason to feel that getting through the previous year alive wasn't some big monkey's paw.

Also, what kind of guitar do you play? My Midi got me through high school sane.


Fuck man, I've had minor heart palps before and am always a baby about them, can't imagine how shitty that must have been in comparison, glad you're feeling better


I feel better now, but I have so much I have to do this week, i have 2 HWs, 4 finals, 3 final projects AHHHH


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>Fuck this fucking shit everything fucked


wow, its been a while since ive seen this.

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This place feels more like a discord server than a image board alternative


I still prefer it to a Discord server. I think it's inevitable when you're posting alongside people who can't be any older than 25.


>This place feels more like a discord server than a image board alternative
Then what is my role? How come I have not been assigned a role?


discord is abhorrent and full of pedos, this place is just shitposting



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