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Anyone who graduated, how did you deal with uni/college coming to an end? I'm almost done and feel like I've only just started to adjust to post-secondary life and don't feel ready at all to let this place go.

Raccoon unrelated.


I'd like to hear an answer to this as well.


Fuck this fucking shit everything fucked
finals: fucked
band: fucked
projects: fucked
presentations: fucked
job market:fucked
enjoying my time as a senior in college before i join the work force:fucked
seeing my gf more than once every 2 months:fucked
not being fat:fucked
cyberpunk 2077:fucked
this beautiful country:fucked
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I know that feel friend. Just a few weeks before lockdown, I had finally gotten over a Magnesium deficiency issue which lead to heart palpitations so bad that I was mostly bedridden for the last half of 2019.

Sorry especially about your gf and losing out on getting to enjoy the last year of college life. It all just ends up feeling gone before you know it. I just keep praying that vaccine works and come out soon, I don't care whether it's made by the Illuminati JooLizardMasons or not, I just want a reason to feel that getting through the previous year alive wasn't some big monkey's paw.

Also, what kind of guitar do you play? My Midi got me through high school sane.


Fuck man, I've had minor heart palps before and am always a baby about them, can't imagine how shitty that must have been in comparison, glad you're feeling better


I feel better now, but I have so much I have to do this week, i have 2 HWs, 4 finals, 3 final projects AHHHH


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>Fuck this fucking shit everything fucked


wow, its been a while since ive seen this.

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This place feels more like a discord server than a image board alternative


I still prefer it to a Discord server. I think it's inevitable when you're posting alongside people who can't be any older than 25.


>This place feels more like a discord server than a image board alternative
Then what is my role? How come I have not been assigned a role?


discord is abhorrent and full of pedos, this place is just shitposting



Moved to >>>/reap/277.


Stories about your experience with depression and mental illness

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You don't, you're destined to be alone forever and so am I


I was in your position a few years ago. My first suggestion would be to go seek professional help if you have the recourses ofc! If not, I found volunteering helped to build my social skills and be more confident, it also gave me a routine and something to look forward to. Again, this really depends if you have access to it or the spare time. I hope this helped a little, and didn't come off as patronising.


I can vouch for volunteering helping a ton. Not only did it get me out of my shell a fair bit, I made a few good friends doing it


thank you all i really appreciate the advice

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why am I so fucking anxious over literally nothing what the fuck


Whenever you are anxious about something, what do you think of? Concentrate on them and you will find what is missing from your life.


No, sounds anxiety disorder. See professional help.


Maybe you have agoraphobia idk

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I cannot seem to choose between living a normal happy life where I feel like I'm doing nothing or living a life of tears and pain where I can actually do something useful
Now that I explicitly typed it out in a full sentence it seems blatantly obvious that no sane man should be capable of choosing between these things
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I hear you mate. I know I'm not alone in this.
But it sure damn well constantly feels like you're alone


With all this nauseous amount of information getting in the brain, some kind of mental cleansing is needed. Forcing yourself to patiently observe simple activities works for me. Taking a calm walk in a park/forest, cooking, doing physical exercises or whatever else suit you. I also meditate if my head feels like a boulder, it does help, but if you're going for it - make it regular, otherwise you'll just ineffectively grasp the small portion.
Being with a bunch of people doesn't really mean you will feel less lonely. I can only have fun with few close friends. I don't even know if I want to be around others. Besides, not everyone who's alone is lonely. It's a matter of perspective, I guess.


I've been alone for a really long time in my life. It does get lonely at some point.
You get over it, but you feel it multiple times at some points


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Are you sure you still want to be alone then? Was this your decision? I get that you can experience depression either way, but if you are suffering for the wrong cause, you will end up hating yourself. For most of my life I was surrounded by people, yet never felt nothing but loneliness. On the other hand, being alone for me is more lively and peaceful. I can't be 100% open even with my family, so I try to find pals to chat with on the Wired. Isolation can be crazy, but it's necessary to embrace that state of mind rather than fight it just because it never stops. If you accept your mad genie, there will be no need to fight it afterwards.
"A man is born alone and dies alone…"


I've done both. I decided semi-recently I should stop being alone. And I see the fun in not being alone again. But at the same time I also immediately see how being tied to other people's schedules makes me miss out on time spent on my own things as well. It's a bit of give and take no matter which way you choose really. But I've never been open and comfortable with anyone in my entire life outside of the internet. The few times I did either lead to people distancing from me, or I was just hanging out in seedy bars at 3-4 in the morning surrounded by people that hear the things come out of your mouth and begrudgingly understand what it's like to be a bit fucked.

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