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 No.226

Ok so basically last night i was falling asleep, and like sometimes i get like little hallucinations before i fall asleep, sometimes even hear words. but like last night i was about to fall asleep and like the pixels in my eyes were starting to make out shapes and then like an image of a little girl riding a scooter comes out of the pixels at me really fast and says
>YOU STOLE MY SCOOTER
and its like pretty auditable.
and then later that night im having a dream and like im with some people at this place and they start to have scratches and cuts all over them, and like one has a cut like around their head like it got opened and someone preformed brain surgery on them. then I realize,
>oh no its happened to me too!
and then this like archetypal person who sometimes visits me in my dreams appears and im like
>oh its you hey!
then they say
>those are demons you have to invoke the name of christ
>im like ok, because i trust this person, and ive heard of that with the demon before.
also its like i kinda belivve in god but i recently really havent been liking him because he it says in the bible about how he hates sausages. so ive been staying away.
anyways
>i say fuck it and invoke the name of christ
>then like i start shooting energy of some sort at them from my hands and they all turn to silly cartoon dragons and it like haha funny
>i wake up
is there something wrong with me?

 No.227

>>226
Hypnagogia. it happens to me when i am overtired. the rest is just a dream. also maybe your subconscious is telling you to pray. you can repeat the Jesus prayer (Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.) over and over, that's what monks do.

 No.228

>>227
yes i know about the hypnogogia
and yea… i guess ive been resistant to jesus because im upset about hiw god feels about gay peoole……

 No.229

>>226
>is there something wrong with me?
Visual Snow Syndrome mayhaps?

>>228
>i guess ive been resistant to jesus because im upset about hiw god feels about gay peoole
tbh it's not even how Jesus feels about the gays, it's his followers. Love The Lord not his fanclub.

 No.230

>>228
there is no such thing as gay, you have same sex attraction, i do to, but the point of sex is to procreate, so having sex with the same sex is a sin because you are misusing your body. god doesn't hate you for having same sex attraction, but your actions separate you from god. remember even premarital sex, masturbation, anal sex, even with hetero people is still a sin, so dont think you are some special form of sinner, we all are. if people waited to be perfect before praying, then what is the point of prayer? you can pray anytime no matter what state you are in

 No.231

>>229
I mean it says in leviticus not to sleep with other bros.
>>230
and yea thats a ood point i guess.
but im still idk how i really feel about it.
its hard to find the true god….
like i guess its jesus is lord but…
i guess im not sure y im unsure…
maybe its just something in my heart that fells betrayed by the church. or that there is a somewhat lack of truth and explaination about the astral in chritian texts. theosophy really resonates wih me, and ik it also can use aspects of any religion.
i guess im a litle lost. but i know there is something out thre.
im just not aligned with a diety rn, besides astral light. but even then im not sure if my spirit form is fully of the light im very multifaceted, and i dont really align with light or dark, im more chaotic neutral.
im not sure.
:/
like i could really see myself aligning with some sort of diine feminine like mary magdaline. but im still not sure and its hard to find her texts… :/

 No.233

>>226 (OP)
>also its like i kinda belivve in god but i recently really havent been liking him because he it says in the bible about how he hates sausages. so ive been staying away.
Well, it's not like it's necessary either way. Invoking a particular deity works if you subconsciously believe it'll work. Being confident in your own power seems to be what's truly important. I think strongly adhering to a particular map of reality causes more harm than good if you're dealing with an infinite universe

 No.234

>>233
>Being confident in your own power seems to be what's truly important.
i feel that

 No.235

>>226
>is there something wrong with me?
Nah, sounds like you're just slipping into dreaming.

>>230
>but the point of sex is to procreate
Biologically yes, but as a social creature you also do it as a bonding thing and also to just feel good.
It is healthy to have sex on a regular basis after all.

Tbh, why does there need to be some authoritarian being overseeing all of our actions anyway? It also makes no sense to condone and punish a person just because they were made that way. Even worse, why would they be made that way to begin with by an all powerful being?

>>231
>its hard to find the true god….
>like i guess its jesus is lord but…
Why did you pick Christianity to begin with?
There are many other religions to choose from anon.
Afaik the og buddhism didn't have any views to whom and how you fuck with.

 No.236

>>235

>Why did you pick Christianity to begin with?

I guess because i used to reonate with me but more so because they had free coffee. I really am more Buddhist than anything and my spirituality is really multifaceted. like i believe in the astral plane and stuff like that.

 No.237

>>231
>its hard to find the true god….

Does there have to be a true god? Or a god at all? Can you discern either of these, even if they do exist?

My own experience convinces me that it isn't possible, so I've found it more useful to focus on whatever (moral or spirit or whatever) is good in my current existence, than to agonize over chasing the /one true god/.

Don't bury your head in the sand or ignore thousands of years of human experience that can be drawn upon, but also don't let it trap you or try to force it if it doesn't fit you.

 No.238

>>237
im not like worrying too much about the true god. i know SOMETHING is out there but im not sure what tho. like ive had some pretty profound experiences idk. its hard for me to connect with deits i guess i have issuses with power…



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